Hmmm..It's already new year of 2011..Wow..I just can't imagine how fast the time fly..Just a while ago I'm having that 'heart' problem again..Am I really a bad influence to him??Hahaha,,Bonus question again..4 me..That a yes,,It's all going well at the beginning until the secret spills OUT!
I'm getting him into trouble again..Getting him hurt..Even though he said that it's alright..But deep inside I know that he is struggling to hold his real feeling about the situation..
Huh!!what a major fuss I am..It's affecting our relationship..But..What relationship????
As far as I know that we're just like brother and sister..
Just the way how we feel is hard to define to others..
I really love him..But..I think it's time 4 us to go with our way now..Not separating..But..Just a 'holiday' 4 us..Away from all the feeling..Things will sort out..I know it will..But only time will tell..
Sometimes I wonder..What is he thinking when he's with me??Is he happy??
I always pray that how I feel deep inside of me is just the same of how he feel towards me..
I just want him to love me whenever he is and whatever happen..
That's a big demand..I know..But..By let us having our own new direction now..I kow that it's better this way than keep hurting by the the unpredictable things..
It;s such a hard thing 4 me to handle coz' I love him truly..
And I'll always pray that it will last with God's will..Amin..
Ana syg abg..ALWAYS..
Saturday, January 1, 2011
It's Better This Way
Posted by Nur Shazana Binti M.Ibrahim at 5:21 AM
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